Thursday, January 06, 2005
things wouldnt be the same anymore. i wont be my usual self, we wont be as close as we were. i cried becos i love him too much to let go. i dared not reply his sms-es or pick up his calls. i was just so afraid when he was angry. and this useless me, was just sobbing in my room. i feel so pathetic. all i do is cry, cry, cry! omg. this is the first time i cried over guys for small matters. this is the first time ive
EVER in my whole life being afraid of a guy. oh no. wad's happening to me.. i didnt dare to sms him when i woke up - which i always do. should i just wait for his call? wad if he doesnt call? hais.. wad am i gonna do now? im seriously losing confidence in myself and this relationship.
ive fallen into a deep deep hole. someone pls get me out!
im sorry dearie...